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As If​.​.​. (double album)

by John Beagley

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bobturnley777 So much to love. Earth Hum, Miracle, Change the World, Angels, Flying all great tracks. Love how John takes elements of Oldfield, Genesis and Duran Duran and creates something that sounds like the future of music. Favorite track: Earth Hum.
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Sven B. Schreiber (sbs) Saved from the bottom of my wishlist thanks to a notice from John Beagley himself. The Bandcamp messaging section is really helpful in this respect. On the bottom line, a great melodic prog album with some hints to Mike Oldfield and "Yes". Alas, as usual, the longest track is the most boring - extract the section between 1:37 and 6:17, and you've got a fantastic 4:40 song. Nevertheless, a memorable album with lots of wonderful tracks. Favorite track: Life.
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Earth Hum 18:33
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Cos You Can 04:27
COS YOU CAN Take a look at your life - Tell me what have you done To make an impact - On the people you love? Some say its not too late - To go back to the start And give a little more time - And find a way out of here You know you’ve gone so far You cant push anymore Just let the love rush in Go run to the sun And now youre feeling change - Maybe you can escape From the records you made - And stories of shame Cos its so possible - To reclaim your life From the depths of despair - To the one that lies there …..(where…there) You know you’ve gone so far - You cant push anymore Just let the love rush in - Go run to the sun Take a big long breath – feel the light coming# on It’s a matter of time – you could take it right now Cos you can……cos you can… Its so possible
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CHANGE THE WORLD This life can be so unkind With the things you’ve done Who said it would be easy She leaves on the out bound train Doesnt turn around To see what she will be losing As we’re living in a crazy world Reality lines are blurred Struggling to make much sense of it I’m done –sadly this is slowly sinking in Hey there I never said I’d change your world I never claimed I had the answers - Maybe this is how it is I know you’re leaving to escape the truth Really demanding my attention - Its been a long time there’s not much left You’re lost in an unknown place Where the days are long And the nights are full of darkness Confused on a lonely trail Where the wind sets sail And blows you far and onwards And now if only you remembered when There was never anything but this Before you even knew of me Life has a strange of way of letting go
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HEADS TOGETHER So it seems we’ve hit rock bottom and theres nothing else that’s left Everything inside is madness and you cant escape from it Memories of a by gone story left impressions on your tired mind Take you back to a time when nothing affected you like today Do you feel alone– do you try to hide Do you open up– or hide away the tears Getting by on the limited edge you try to cope with endless voice Telling you that theres no hiding – do as I say Following the rules – spoken inside you Hidden from the fact – reality is crap Can we keep our heads together – can we share and sort it out Can we spend time together – and learn what its about Can you keep your head together can you try to take control In troubled times we have to find…..A way Imagining the consequences of drug fuelled crazy dream Cant see truth from delusion it’s a nightmare, see You gotta talk it through – so many so like you Gotta take control – let all of this go “Transported into the dark – leaving sanity in the park Breaking down at a sudden rate – clutching to your dearest mates Wondering if it all goes wrong – will you get back where you belong Hearing voices in your head telling you your life is dead Buzzing with the overload – no escape – nowhere to go Stress compression on a global scale – crushed with worry that you will fail Panic stricken – gripped by fear - Heads together stronger here Let the music let the music let this music heal” Can we keep our heads together – can we share and sort it out Can we spend time together – and learn what its about Can you keep your head together can you try to take control In troubled times we have to find…..A way 21st April 2017
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RAISE MY HANDS TO HEAVEN I sit here wondering just how to feel Not sure if you know something I don’t We’ve played our games too long it started to hurt Not knowing when to stop – can this work You disappointed me but my love shines through And there’s only one good reason that’s I need you You smashed my hopes and dreams you blew them away I’m wondering if you feel as I do So give me one good reason why my heart starts beating When you slip in my mind And give me one good reason why I feel I’m losing This sense of foolish pride So I raise my hands to heaven And I pray you see me clear Raise my hands to heaven And I pray you need me here Maybe Im optimistic I read to deep Those little signals that you sent me Maybe this sitations not as it seemed Im not so sure now on reflection You took control of me and threw me away I don’t take kindly to rejection Is this one sided well I have to know If you really want to say you need me.
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Miles Away 04:46
MILES AWAY Here in closeness all the time The space between us in our minds Letting go I feel you’re there Nothing here but distance shared You flow over and over and over and over again Opening memory consciously moving the end You’re miles away But you’re here with me You’re miles away But I feel you I close my eyes and you are here A state of love that brings you near Over canyons - crossing seas All unfolding as it seems You flow over and over and over and over again Lost in the moment so confident catching my breath You’re miles away But you’re here with me You’re miles away But I feel you Oh oh oh oh you’re miles away – but you’re here with me
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Sorry 05:36
SORRY Sorry but I fail to understand What it is that made you feel so let down Inadvertently somehow caused you pain Wish I knew so I wont do it again Sorry for the timing or for whatever was said Sorry but I don’t know what your thinking your head As your standing there in judgement over something that Ive done Spare a thought me here as my world is breaking down Im sorry for no reason - For violating you? For making you think somehow I was out to get you Im sorry for your feelings I only wish I knew How to put this right and how to end this Sorry but I don’t think this is fair I stand accused of something in the air A suggestion that I know just what you mean But all Im feeling is a sadness and a need To reach inside your consciousness and pull it from your mind Your suggestion that I am evil is unfounded and unkind So tape record our message and try to trip me up But all you will be hearing is a certain sense of loss I’m sorry for no reason - For violating you? For making you think somehow I was out to get you I’m sorry for your feelings I only wish I knew How to put this right and how to end this Maybe my naivety has played the fool again Maybe there’s a side of me understands nothing Sorry but in times like these I need more confidence I’m trying to be impartial and I’m sitting on the fence I’m sorry for no reason - For violating you? For making you think somehow I was out to get you I’m sorry for your feelings I only wish I knew How to put this right and how to end this
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Like I Do 05:01
LIKE I DO No one dreams of better days to come Of time under the sun – like I do But no one feels the worry and concern A sudden need to run – like I do In my head I can face my fears And turn them into positives But oh … you got a long way to go - to carry what I know - like I do Oh ..you’ve such a lot a more to learn - I wish you could face the world - like I do You think I am so misunderstood But no one knows the rules Like I do Feels like time is building up for us But then I see it crashing down But oh … you got a long way to go - to carry what I know - like I do Oh ..you’ve such a lot a more to learn - I wish you could face the world - Like I do ……(like I do) In dreams - in my head It is clear – it make sense I’m too tired to explain Can you feel – like I do?
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Right to Do 05:05
RIGHT TO DO Seeing your face its clear No one has got this near All of the fears we felt Seem to unwind and go It feels so right to do Watching the world float by Circling your big brown eyes Common sense fades away With beautiful plans we make All of it changed today Its right to do What we feel through We cast away The worries we face today Somehow they fade to grey None of it makes much sense The final line of defence Holding back from falling Into new beginnings Secrets and pure loving
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Miracle 10:13
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Angels 05:39
ANGEL You chose to be a part of us - And travelled from afar And sometimes when I think of this – I’m overcome with pride I’ll try to teach you all I know – Support your chosen paths But just cos I’m responsible – you don’t belong to me Cos You – you - You are an angel Fallen from the heavens You – You – You are my angels Can’t believe you found me now You travelled on a ray of light - Caught singing from the stars Amazing how you found us - From all the souls on earth And every time I look at you - I see our ancestors Living, breathing once again - Following your life Cos You – you - You are an angel Fallen from the heavens You – You – You are my angels Can’t believe you found me now Someday when you fly away - to make life of your own I’ll say a prayer you’ll always be – safe here on the earth 05.04.18
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Nevermind 04:51
NEVERMIND I never thought I’d feel it Never thought I’d stumble on the answers “Never mind” is easy Simple words that try to numb the feeling Never mind – there isn’t time And never mind – it doesn’t matter Never mind – we all think you’re amazing Never mind – another time And never mind – I will be fine So never mind you feel the disappointment Never mind your never minds We make a deal that this will be forgotten So Never mind we have to find A state of mind to move on to the future (with hope) In and out the bright lights Driving far away to seek forgiveness Never mind how I could feel I’ll have to deal with everything thats thrown at us And put it all behind me.... 22/11/2011
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Life 05:37

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released December 2, 2018

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John Beagley London, UK

John Beagley has sung with Glass Hammer and ESP. He has worked with members of Sound of Contact, GTR, King Crimson and Van Der Graaf Generator.
In the 1990s he was almost signed by Trevor Horn to ZTT Records. As well as producing his own material he also works with Robin Schell as part of Life in Digital and also in the band Iconic Sky.
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