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Standing on the bridge looking at the road
Underneath the stars watching all the cars
I dont know what I'm doing here
But something told me to get to this point
Tired of playing the brave young man
These feelings were not part of my plan
How did it come to this - where did I go wrong?
Drawn towards the edge - opening my wings
No idea what I'm doing here
Shadows pushing me ever closer
Focusing on the road below
Is this really the journey's end for me?
OVERTHINKING
Running away I can hear all the voices calling
No time today to be scared and to hear whats said
I'm out of the noise and I'm into the night
Shaking the fear and doing what is right
Finding a way to be out and be free again
Overthinking - mind drive weakening
I cant switch off - on the edge of fight or the flight
Flying away as the pressure is overwhelming
Panicked by fright as the energy drains within
Unable to be who I want to be
Worried what everyone's thinking of me
Two choices left - I will fight or i'll run away
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PTSD
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Returning to what we called base camp
I saw death like no one can imagine
The kid that was ten and learning football
Was strung up next to Mum and crucified by evil
I cant sleep the images stay with me
It doesn’t take that much to get me oh so angry
PTSD - im not the same person
Living through the memories – the hurting
We set on seeking retribution
Peacekeepers – pushed beyond confusion
We hunt the hunters who had killed them
Broke the rules and shot them dead no jurisdiction
Please don’t ask me recall the location
I have buried it and it wont listen
Stays with me every minute – every hour
Fearing one day we’ll be found out
P LEASE
T REAT
S O
D ELICATELY
War is inside me - I cant find no peace
All the memories all the sounds
Have shaped what Ive become
Oh to know that I was there - Couldn’t live without a care
To see the child and his mother hanging high - Was far too much to bare
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Red Mist
03:44
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None
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Rescue
03:50
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In The Room
05:14
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And so I find myself sat in a room
Artifical lights and someone trying to be a friend
Asking questions I don’t want to hear
Changing my perception
Moving the directions
Suddenly the memories return
Images and sounds of where I’d been and what I’d seen
Questioning the feelings that I had
Shame and feeling helpless
Scared of consequences
In the room – me and you - digging into all I knew
What I felt – why it hurt – what I did and what went on
Changed the mode – cracked the code - Changed perspectives and off load
In a trance where memories dance – and take me out the comfort zone
And so the analysing carried on
Every week day Tuesday 2pm on blue ward ten
Every session leading into light
Taking me ever further
Shaping me to recover
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Make It Stop
04:18
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And in between both you and I
We fill the time with healing light (He who knows love, knows who you are)
And tear away the self defence
Build confidence and try
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Let it In to Let Out
05:26
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We all cry in our sleep from pain we receive
And we are shaking inside cos we're the chosen ones
Its not down to deserve or a wrong that we've done
You are set to receive escape from all of this
And we know and we try and we fall between the cracks beneath the sky
All we know is its hard to carry all of this and we dont know the reasons
How or Why
We let in to let out...and we want to know why....
(Cos thats what loves about)
We share the same dream and follow but it gets so hard
Ah we chose the same path - but we failed to understand
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What In The World
06:32
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And so we are back where it started
Standing on bridge and staring at the road
Two worlds ahead in the darkness
One of them is ending – one about to start
Look up – up to the stars see where your moving
You’re moving on from here
Down – Look down at the road the man in the headlights
Is calling out to you
What in the world are you now thinking of
Standing on the bridge
What in the world have memories done to you
Being all alone
What in the world would make you think of this
Stories in your mind
And its changing as the wings of life fly high
(Fly so high…)
And so the moment is coming
Take a break from running from darkness in your life
To know the future is coming
Its Just about the timing and where you wanna go
Down – down is no good down is the headline(roadsign) no one want to read
Up – up is escape Up is empowerment its where you wanna go.
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The Battle
03:10
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None!
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John Beagley London, UK
John Beagley has sung with Glass Hammer and ESP. He has worked with members of Sound of Contact, GTR, King Crimson and Van
Der Graaf Generator.
In the 1990s he was almost signed by Trevor Horn to ZTT Records. As well as producing his own material he also works with Robin Schell as part of Life in Digital and also in the band Iconic Sky.
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