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Uncommunicated

by John Beagley

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You give up - I can’t stand it Make your mess - And I will clear it up Do your worst - I will fix it Create a stir - I will smooth it down No I never could find it Between chaos and control There’s a way to untie it Watch me now watch me now watch me just let it go No I never could find it Between chaos and control And I won’t be reminded It could be it could be it could be so much worse You’re on the edge - And I’m screaming So dangerous - As I lie helpless here You are the chaos And I’m the control You can be dangerous But I won’t let go.
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You want – but you fail to move on Getting where you need to Sitting there you dream all day Time flies – now you’re growing older Cynical, but wiser Waiting for your chance to come You feel someone owes you something A form of recognition Whats the point don’t try try Out here the big bad world is spinning The same old songs are playing Here lies opportunity... Some say - you could do so well, something that could sell But you’ve gotta make it happen I know if you have the will, you could make a steal So you have to make it happen You’re scared of facing the rejection Sensitive and frightened Terrified you’re being misled Too long you have watched and waited And endlessly debated Whether you should try again Some say - you could do so well, something that could sell But you’ve gotta make it happen I know if you have the will, you could make a steal So you have to make it happen Nothing comes from tragedy Every day you fail to see Hoping for a change to come Wish the spotlight would turn on One move – that it is all it could take Then it’s left down to fate Find your way from out of here......
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Calling Out 06:12
Im calling out for love of life Im calling out for truth Im calling for understanding A chance to put it right Im calling for some healing words Im calling to the wise Im calling for direction now To put the wrongs to right Im calling out to be inspired Im calling out in shame Ive yet to feel the turning point Im calling out your name Im calling out for union Im calling out for trust Im calling for a better way Im calling out your name Im calling for some healing words Im calling to the wise Im calling for direction now To put the wrongs to right
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Ego 12:23
EGO Part I - Enlightenment Oh – fill your ego mind Oh – leave the world behind Oh – fill your ego mind Oh – see what you can find Part II – The Hurting You can play the part of a humble guy whose out to please the star struck masses With your eloquence and famous friends You can suck them in and let them idolise the things you do We know differently – your climbing up the fame game Ego, Ego, Ego, Ego You’re not special you’re just like the rest of us Ego, Ego, Ego, Ego Big big smiles don’t cover whats inside of you You’ve got a big problem with your ego Fighting challenging everything you say and do You’ve got to let go of your ego The world keeps spinning and no one will remember you.... And someday when it falls apart You’ll end up at the painful start And someday you’ll be long since gone Asking where it all went wrong You can use the good souls to get you where you want to be Use them ditch them when they’re no more use to you As you shaft the people who entrusted you with love and light You don’t care - but I guarantee you will No one likes a cheat or a user or a thief of love But you keep sucking the good out of everyone I can tell you that the vultures circling round your crazy head Are poised to devour the sadness that lies in there Ego, Ego, Ego, Ego You’re not special you’re just like the rest of us Ego, Ego, Ego, Ego Big big smiles don’t cover whats inside of you You’ve got a big problem with your ego Fighting challenging everything you say and do You’ve got to let go of your ego The world keeps spinning and no one will remember you.... Your conscience is an open wound That can only be healed by truth And someday when your empire falls You’ll have nobody to share your spoils... Part III – Reflection Outside in the quiet air Can you feel despair Hoping that I could be wrong Wondering if you care Is that too much to ask?...... (Is that too much to ask?) Inside your frozen mind Where did it go wrong? Who stole that genius And turned it into power? Is that too much to ask...? (Is that took much to ask?) Part IV – Equals We are souls together All of us claim we’re right But some of us know when to stop And turn the wrongs to right We can fly so blindly Into a starry world Believing in ourselves too much And never letting go.... Every one is equal Everyone has a path Noone has the right to jump The journey thats laid for us Knowing your position In this game of life Is crucial for your state of mind ....Equals to the end Part V – Trying Never saw it coming Avoided all the signs Changed all my perceptions Thought that I was doing fine Built up my big empire With high class fancy friends Climbed up to the very top Walked all over them Oh yeah – I have been trying To read and justify To bring peace to my mind Too long And yes – I have been crying Reading pages of a book When I should’ve had a look At me....
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We are here to be free Within space with limits We hold on – we’re unsure We run scared – but who from? We are a hologram Part of the video of life We are like holograms One chance to make good of our lives We connect to the ones That we love in this world But we fight and destroy The earths space –like a toy We are a hologram Part of the video of life We are like holograms One chance to make good of our lives Remember the love that we want to feel Its outside the box its so so real Resist and you lose the very core of you Universe shines on all we do
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I look the screen to see if you’re there I wanted to talk I wanted to learn I hoped we could chat if just for a while And talk about stuff that we’re feeling The signal is strong but you’re not at home Not even online with your brand new iphone Oh I’m sinking with this feeling Needing... I email a note to ask if you’re there I write something short to avoid the joke I keep to the point to try to resolve A discussion we had last Tuesday I’m careful to choose the words that I write So mindful of dangers of misunderstanding Words can have double edged meanings Hurt feelings I look to Skype – you’re not connected The whistle on my whatsapp is silent I’m trying to reach out, tell you something I’m disconnected and alone I log on Facebook and catch up with friends They all seem to be better than me Exciting young lives with plenty to tell It makes me feel like I am so boring I twitter a post about my dull day It enters the world of electric dual life Oh I’m struggling with this feeling Of needing I reach to sky and feel the sunshine I look to the trees and hear the birds I’ve become wasted in a new life I’ve been consumed in all the whirl I’m Uncommunicated Feel under rated I’m isolated More than I expected Need communication Face to face it I want to feel you Looking to me Un communicated And I hate it Look into my life Can you feel me?
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I used to think I was a rock And nothing could affect me much I’d rise above the cruellest words But loves got a hold of me now I’d see the world in different ways Maybe struggle with a few things said But I would be the strongest soul Til love got a hold of me now.... I wish was different I’d die to not care Prefer to be ice cold But loves got a hold of me now Loves got a hold of me now. It changes everything I see And redirects the heart of me I crave to be what I used to be Cos loves got a hold of me now... I wish was different I’d die to not care Prefer to be ice cold But loves got a hold of me now The passing of seasons The fall of the rain There’s something that changed me And loves got a hold of me now Loves got a hold of me now I’m helpless and I’ve lost control There’s nowhere really I can go You’ve taken every part of me Loves got a hold of me now...
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Where did I go wrong? Why dya have to look that way Where did I go wrong? Wish I knew just what to say Where did I go wrong? Some would say I should have known Where did I go wrong? Never saw the warning sign Where did I go wrong? Did I lose respect for you? Where did I go wrong? Something I was going through? Where did I go wrong? Should I spend more time with you? Where did I go wrong? Consumed with things I shouldn’t do? So where did I go wrong? Sorry but Im so confused Where did I go wrong? On the edge of losing you Where did I go wrong? Wish that I could read your mind Where did I go wrong? Answers that I hope to find..... Where did I go wrong? Cant believe we reached this stage Where did I go wrong? Salvage all the plans we made Where did I go wrong? Took for granted all I had? Where did I go wrong? Wish I could just understand
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released December 5, 2015

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John Beagley London, UK

John Beagley has sung with Glass Hammer and ESP. He has worked with members of Sound of Contact, GTR, King Crimson and Van Der Graaf Generator.
In the 1990s he was almost signed by Trevor Horn to ZTT Records. As well as producing his own material he also works with Robin Schell as part of Life in Digital and also in the band Iconic Sky.
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