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Formativ

by John Beagley

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AETUS SUITE (Childhood) I hope eternally I brought you close to me And that the journey shared was worth the love and care I grew up in your shoes not knowing what to do You showed me love and life – showing me wrong from right Growing up the scale Crafting me to sail Into the big wide world Stretch my wings Wanting the best for me Channelling your energies Saved me from tragedy To fly..... I kept you up at night I put up such a fight I tested your resolve to leave your time alone I forged my friends at school – you guided me from fools You taught me many ways to get me through the grades Battles - we had a few Isolated in my room Calmer when music played Really loud Not scared of consequence Figuring out my defence To the challenge life presents For me (Adolescence) Oooh aaahhh he we go – changing the state of the world Ooohh ahhh here we go – blissful in naivety All of the dreams – all of the hopes All of the black and white choices we chose All of the things we wanted to be Swimming around in our creativity All of the things I hoped would come true Seemed to be harder to push and to move People say things that you want them to say Lie through their teeth to keep your hopes at bay Oohhh ahhh here we go – undetired we blindly fly Ooohh ahhh – here we go – into the journey of life (To Work) All of the work – the blood sweat and tears All of the effort to fight what we feared All that we learned and all that we tried Working for people who cheat steal and lie Driven by money and all they can get Opening your eyes to how cruel life is set All self consuming and evil intent Not what you thought and sure not what was meant All this destruction All of this death All of this worry Must get better yeah? All of this nightmare All of this shame All of this guiltiness It must be a game? All of this trouble All of this pain All of the lying ... this ill gotten gain All that I wanted It cant be found here All this is shit and I have to get clear... (To need love) Would you listen if I said I care Do you notice in the way I stare In your eyes I see the futures bright This self control to letting go feels right Trying to open up my heart to you Is breaking everything I feel and do Could you give my soul a little time To share the feelings that I feel tonight Want you to notice – Want you to know Want all your feelings – don’t want you to go Want you in my life – all to myself Want you to love me - And nobody else Smash down the barriers – break down the walls Blow inhibitions – with no care at all Communication – open your mind Talk to me walk with me – find me the time (Reflection) These are feelings that I know I had If only I knew then what I know now You seize the moment and you try your best If it is love it then it will past the test Sitting here drifting away with nostalgia Looking at photos of days that we had Time passes quickly – you want it to stand still As Older and wiser the days pass you by And the temperatures rising As the number grows higher There’s still much to do now With so little time Carry me back to days I’ve experienced Like to return and repeat it again Knowing what I know now I’d do it differently Change some decisions and enjoy the ride (Birth of child) And the temperatures rising There's so much to do now As my new life is born I’ll teach all that I know I want the best for you Do what you have to do Don’t live your life as me Focus your energy On doing what you can To be a better man This is the start of life Live it the way you like I’m here if you need I’ll be only pleased To give a point of view To help released June 27, 2012 Jeremy Cubert - piano, Chapman stick, organ and solo synths John Beagley - vocals, synths, programming Tom Kraus - nylon and steel string acoustic guitars Ronald Wahle - drums and electric guitars
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released July 24, 2012

Formativ are:
Jeremy Cubert - keys, piano and Chapman Stick
Ronald Wahle - drums, electric guitar and synths
Tom Kraus - Bass, electric and acoustic guitar
John Beagley - vocals, synths, sound design

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John Beagley London, UK

John Beagley has sung with Glass Hammer and ESP. He has worked with members of Sound of Contact, GTR, King Crimson and Van Der Graaf Generator.
In the 1990s he was almost signed by Trevor Horn to ZTT Records. As well as producing his own material he also works with Robin Schell as part of Life in Digital and also in the band Iconic Sky.
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